So quick update: I am doing much better in the “friends” situation which some of you know about and I talked about in this post. It’s not that they are much better and I still feel a bit out of place and left out sometimes but I think I have learnt to deal with it better.🙅 Maybe because I realised that some people aren’t going to change and you can’t make them so I just kind of accepted it. It still hurts sometimes but there’s nothing more I can do or want to do.😌 I don’t want to feel so down anymore and I don’t want to waste any more time and emotion on them. And the good news is I have been getting closer to my other friends and it’s going great. 💜 They are super kind and everything you could wish a friend to be. I was hanging out with some of them this weekend and I not only fit right in but also I smiled and laughed like properly for the first time in a long time and it felt great and just invigorating.😂 Although I had a few tests this last week this whole week has just been amazing really. Like I don’t do too badly at school and I feel so much happier. 😄😜On top of that, there are now MORE THAN 100 PEOPLE in our little community. YAY!!! This literally makes this one of the best weeks of my life and I am so so happy that you liked my little corner of the internet. And think of this you are part of the reason this is such a great week for me so thank you from the bottom of my heart I really needed some happiness and now I have it and it couldn’t be better. When I started I didn’t expect much I just wanted to share my experiences and have a platform where I can be myself but now it’s so much more than that. It is our little internet family and you guys are so incredibly supportive and kind. I still can’t quite believe it. Like Whaaaaat! 💭I mean just wow and thank you!!
Love you all!! ❤ You are the best honestly!